Be Flexible
It’s been long I thought about this. At the time I joined my collage, one of my well wisher gave me advises to be flexible in all terms. His main point was towards the technology I work upon. But I took that advice very seriously and implemented it in all aspect of life.
Today I am doing a job in a fixed technology. But in life I am so much flexible that I don't even know that what I was. I have never thought about it. But today I went for smoking and I started an unusual brand. So shopkeeper asked me why is this? So I replied that I have throat infection so. He just laughed and said "activa nai to aviator(i bought new scooter), gala kharab he to lights, achha he".
I just shocked what I m doing. And I started thinking about it. I was very frank and fun loving person before. After completing my college, I have never stand for anything that I would to prove my existence. I have been keep changing myself for the sake of something those are not much important life. I have never changed myself to go ahead in career but to go ahead in relations. Some of my classmates are settled very well now. But they are so practical that they don't even care about others.
I have never wanted to see myself as a very powerful person. One who can change existing flow of any firm or one who is owner his own company.
But at some level it seems like. Nothing would come with you. Some fights for ego, some for self-respect, some to always prove their selves true. But nothing would go with them. And nothing is more important than life to keep moving.
I don't have ego problem or self-respect problem. But I am too lazy to fight for anything that I manage with alternate.
After such a long time, I m realizing that doing so I lost myself. Right now I m what my well-wishers want me to be(and its also have not been 100%).
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